Yes, I agree with you that friends dont treat friends this way. But thatapos;s about the extent of it. If you call that the epitome of being abandoned, what about all those times you left me alone? Do you even realise that before my one weekapos;s hiatus, Iapos;ve never left you alone in the room to sleep even for a single night?
And all those times you ran away to sleep at his place. Or just upped and left. You do realise that Iapos;ve always been the one waiting for you to come back for dinner, always the one waiting for you to come back so we can go and shower at the same time. It just kind of hurts when you realise the other side is not doing the same for you, you know?
Thereapos;s a lot of things I want to bring up. And yes, I donapos;t deny that treating you this way isnapos;t exactly fair to you. Just leaving for a week isnapos;t. But then again, maybe itapos;s time you had a taste of what I was going through.
And things arenapos;t always as fine and dandy as you think. Thereapos;s been tension. Undercurrents of tension. Maybe Iapos;m being unreasonably suspicious, but sometimes I do wonder if the perpetual apos;youapos; you keep blogging about, the apos;youapos; you keep being angry with, is sometimes me. Thereapos;s a lot of things left unsaid. And I donapos;t know about you, but it makes me uneasy. I think it makes a lot of your friends uneasy.
I guess some people can only be friends but canapos;t live together. Undoubtedly youapos;re a great person to live with, and perhaps I ask too much, but there are things I cannot reconcile myself to. Things that I attempt to swallow but only choke me.
Things that are now exposed in a vomit of words.
Thereapos;s too much to say. And Iapos;m wondering if I should even post this up. But since you have posted yours, hereapos;s mine.
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